I will forgive you and I will forget about you

You know how the old phrase goes,to forgive and forgot.Easier said than done,definitely.

The thing is right,sometimes the things people say to your face,its like how should I say?It's like smoke and smoke alarm.Trivial amount of smoke won't trigger the smoke alarm,ain't?Same goes here.You say something, just ignore as just another intellectually challenged person and I move on.But somethings,well lets just say they stick to my mind,hypermnesic I guess.

So what happens next,you trigger off the alarm,the fire engine comes,the next thing you know you're all wet.You obviously make me angry,but the good news is I don't stay angry for long,you know poor arteries,they don't deserves any of these.But oh well,my brain capacity is just amazing.Too amazing sometimes.I REMEMBER THOSE WORDS.

And now,you try to act cool,and so do I.But just another similar incident,and every word you uttered before comes flooding into my mind.Very difficult to chase away too.

Here comes the best part,you still act all innocent(I really don't get it,please),you act as though I'm the evil one,plus you have got someone to back-you-up(best part la).You make a stupid story which you know who will just believe without even digesting,come scolding me as though I'm the scornful one.Pathetic,marvelously pathetic.

p/s:you know who told me not to get myself involved in any of the functions.I'm obedient.I won't and I will never.Mark my words!

Go get a life,will you.

Crystal ball,where art thou?

*Disclaimer-this post has got everything to do with you people=)

Crystal ball,crystal ball,where are thou?

It's suprising, really suprising.How enlightening blogspots can be.Just yesterday,I was reading a very close friend's blog(mind you,she is like a professional blogger,she has 3 blogspots to date=)) and you realise how much she has grown in the past few years,starting off a simple teenager's blog to now,whoa, a super mature doctor to be*gives her a pat*

Reading all her the 3 blogspots in one night was tiring but what the heck,it was as good as looking at those dusty photo albums infested with silverfish. A mind blowing trip down the memory lane.If only I knew how things would have turned out back then itself,well,not like it would have been any difference,AT ALL.

Probably we should talk a little about some of our friends who vowed to give their lives,organs and goodness know what else for friendship.Hachooommmmmm!*sorry,I'm allergic to bullshit*Look at you now,you hardly keep in touch with any of the girls,even when we try to do,you just don't bother.And that,isn't exactly the worse part of it all.You spoke ill about your so called best friend in college,yeah I sound like a high school bimbo,but what you did isn't exactly intelligent as well.I think I personally cared for her more that you ever did because you simply aren't bother.THAT'S THE WORD!!BOTHER!!Yes,I agree there are moments when you feel like killing your own friends,but the only reason you don't so is because they are your friends.And women,don't even get me started on the other issues*it will probably a 1000 page post then*

And people of the world,those are the type of people not worth keeping in touch,not at all.Because all they need in life,is romance.Nothing else,sad people=(

People change.The phrase has always been associated with a change for the worse.Oh,come one,the world is a harmonious place,the sky is bright,the sea is blue,so yeah,good things can happen.And aren't necessarily miracle.It can always been simple things.Like my blogger friend I told you about(please remember the fact that she's an awesome med student too!)

We had some issues donkey years ago,and at that time,trust me,it seemed like the world came to end.But now,looking back at it,what the heck.*Lesson learnt-wish goodbye to stupid foul temper*(packs her anger in a bullet proof box and throws it into deep ocean)

And of course there's always gal,the study,lepak,movies,entire day buddy=)It's really odd,how I end up being best friends who look nothing like me=(Apparently birds of the same feather decided not to flock together=)She's friends who will not leave me no matter what happens,even if I turn into a toad or something*gosh,how can that happen*.And thanx to my wonderful fate,we're half a globe apart.But,what the hell*must be said in Sihan's style*,there's always skype,there's always Tony providing us with cheap flights and there's always telepathy(although I'm not exactly sure how this would work though). As jiwang as it sounds,till death do us apart,gal.

And of course,there always the whacko senior/bestest buddy award winner from college,without whom life would have been incomplete,simple,boring and less dramatic=)It's really strange,a common friend mentioned about her even before I met her.To quote him'you will find her helpful'.A person I'm super glad I met in my life,someone who knows practically everything about me,whom I know everything about.She knocks sense into me when I lose mine,she gives me a piece of her mind when I need it.She rocks!!!AHA!

To be continued......

My Biggest Worry

My biggest worry at the moment,I would say is to think how to spend my 7months holidays as wisely as possible.Doesn’t sound difficult, but if you’re Tamarai, you would know how it feels to be sick of holidays.Well the point is,I’m not here to talk about my holidays.

Ever heard you friend complain about her failed relationship? Your parents going on and on about the price of food stuff going up? Your friends complaining about how difficult the exam was? AND yet,you don’t feel for them? Well, don’t feel bad, because I think quite a number of us go through these. Sometimes, your own problem seems bigger than everything else. So what if her boyfriend left her,find another one.So what if the exam was difficult, better luck next time.I bet some of us say would say these.It’s fine if you want to act tough and pretend that your heart is made of stone.We don’t want to.

Okay,okay I’m getting there!!!What I’m trying to tell today is that sometimes,maybe most of the time, we fail to think about others. Food prices going up maybe nothing at all for you, but your parents will now have to think about forking out that extra cash. The exam may have been easy for you, but not for everyone else.So think.Don’t just think about yourself.Think about others too=)Unless you are Will Smith(The Legend), the world doesn’t just consist of you.

So the next time,before you complain about how slowly your mother walks in the supermarket, think again.After all,you maybe on wheelchair at her age=)What goes around,comes around=)Have a good day everyone=)